LoVe......

sunyi nye hidup ak kalo dia xmsg..huhuhu..arini g OT vascular tgk high ligation saphenofemoral junction..untk varicose vein..then tgk2 klinik n wad..kul 3 ak kuar jap g sogo..buying something for him..hopefully he will loves whatever i'm giving..ak harap dia da xmarah kt ak lg..huhu..

pastu g bli crispy popiah..my favourite..hehe..sekejap je ak mkn da abes..so ak pn nek blik nad masak nuget n hotdog..huhu..tgh ari bli laksa tp ak xmkn sbb kuah dia cm air je rasa..baik ak masak laksa sndri..lg sedap..hehe..rindunye nk mkn laksa yg ak masak..bersabar..nnt blk umah,masak n mkn la puas2..

then study pasal hernia..ngntok2 stdy..yela,da kul 6 time tu..pastu skype2 ngn han nk tnjuk hadiah kt dia..haha..malang nye..hadiah da siap..xdpt buka da..bengang je han ngn ak sbb ak beria nk tnjuk tp tnjuk da siap balut..han ajak men netball..tp ak ni mmg malas nk bersukan..hehe..

smbil2 skype2 tu..ak men'jiwangkan' diriku..haha..doing something for him..haha..only that that i can do..nk bt cantik2 tp ink color da xleh guna..malang btol..guna je la pape yg ada..ok kot..td nk bli kad,sume card christmas..so,handmade je la..tp xmcm kad pn..hahaha..

pas smyg maghrib ak tido..rasa xsihat..even masa kuar pn ak rasa mcm nk pitam da time tu..tp berkat keazaman dan semangat yg tinggi,alhamdulillah selamat pergi dan balik..bgn2 jer da kul 9.30..kepala berdenyut2 td,badan pn panas..pastu minum air byk2 rasa cm ok cket..

ak memaksa diriku study anat wpn xlart nk angkt kpla..ni da makin ok..cuma bdn panas je..ak da biasa cmni..

skg ak da ada mood transition..hehe..from upset to happy.. hehe..

ak request smthing..tp mmg ak xde rezeki..nk bt mcm mana..ak xsalahkan dia..cuma ak rasa sedey cket nape ak request..kalo ak x request,ak xde la sedey..

finally..ak bersedey lg..ak sgt berharap ble dia kata tnggu..akhirnye harapan ak hancur..nape ckp tnggu td..huhuhu..ak da tnggu dgn penuh harapan..harapan semoga akan jd kenangan yg manis..akhirnye ak sedey bersendirian..huhu..

happy become upset..