i think i love travelling..
really love it..
because when i stress..i love to see people..
i dun like to stay in the room only seeing the four walls..
yeah i know it would be so interesting travelling to oversea..
but i dun know why i feel scared when i'm far from my family..
sometimes..i feel like i have agoraphobia..
because i really scared to be alone in the place that i never go..
but i think i still can manage me..
it's hard to get permission from my mother to go far away..
i still remember my mother's words..
"kalo nak pergi melancong mana-mana,pas kahwin nnt pergilah puas2"
that's make me feel i can't go anywhere..
sometimes, i feel like i'm still small kid that need my parents supervision all the time..
when i flash back..
i think my parent won't allow me to drive to KL..
but becoz i "merajuk", then straight away they give me permission
hahaha..it is a tactic..
becoz if i'm not trying..
i dun know whether i can drive for long trip or not..
since that "tragedy" happened..
i was the one who responsible to fetch and send all my younger brothers and sisters since my father can't drive for a long journey..
well..i love driving..but really hate if i'm stuck in the jammed..
talking back about travelling..
i would love to visit place with beautiful view..
i really want that..
but..i need to be patient..
the time will come..now i have a big responsibility..
stay with your decision..
NO DOUBT ANYMORE..
clear with what u want..
p/s: DON'T EVER REGRET WITH YOUR DECISION..
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