hari ni balik rumah..

sempena nk blk umah..

aku da rasa kemalasan nk oncal kt A&E..

bukanla lama mana pun..

paling lama oncall pn 6 jam je..

tp 6 jam tu rasa lama gle2..

sgt berbeza dgn posting o&g..

O&G wpn kena oncal 24hours,

rasa sgt berbaloi..

doctor put trust on us

let us do as much as possible

made us feel useful and helpful..

and yet it also make us independent

although they make roster one people at one time,

but we can really work independently..

really boost my self esteem..

but it is really different in A&E

we seems can't do anything..

if we ask, they won't let us..

but if p*r*m*d*c ask, everything they can do..

sometimes we feel a bit unfair..

why we cannot do it?

why they can do it?

why we need supervision?

why they dun need?

it should be we are the one who didn't need supervision..

but u need to accept,

A&E is their place forever..

we feel bit uneasy..

seeing them "berlagak pandai" and really show off to us

well..i know that all of u really know every single thing in a&e

but we dunno..

it is becoz we only posted there 2 weeks..

but u are forever for 4 years..

it makes a big different..

but we still try to do our best..

some of my friend feel that no need for us to do clinical posting there..

just gives us some lectures and skill lab..

becoz everybody seems can't do anything..

we feel useless there..

sometimes i quite agree with my friend..

we just able to observe and observe..

we want some fun to hands on..

but we can't..

although i really want to experience a good case..

but each time i oncall,

i pray hard..no severe case will come..

hahaha..hopefully everything go smooth today..

i want to go home with happy heart and mind..

have a safe journey and shopping^_^