when you dun have the spirit~

i should say this is very bz week..

i'm tired..

oncal EOD..(although not tired like real doctor)

but i'm still very2 tired..

i need some rest..

but i need to study for the learning issues and for each question that i couldn't answer..

i feel really tired..

to the extend BURNOUT..

last week also oncall EOD..

plz la..as a student, there are a lot of other things that i need to do..

becoz too tired..

i fall sick..

the result is i can't focus to teaching..

becasue i feel malaise,headache and low grade fever with a lot of sputum production..

but i can't take MC..

after almost 5 years in medical school..

i realized something..

medical student always sick..

but sometimes they still need to come to the class even though they have MC..

pityful right?

i always talk to myself..

at the end..

dun forget that we also human..

sometimes i need to force myself to come to the class..

i still remember the time i got viral fever..

imagine that u have all bodyache..

very painful if u want to move..

but i still need to come..

because we got exam..

doctor difficult to reschedule the exam if i absent even with the MC..

i dun deny that medical is very tough..

this is only the beginning..

there is still long journey for u to go through..

plz..be tougher..