learn nothing~

i dunno why i feel like this..

after almost 3 months in medical,

still too much thing to learn..

everyday passed by very fast..

i just feel that too much ward work..

and i'm only tired doing ward work

back from work,i'll try not to study..

i need space for myself..

i need time to enjoy my life..

to prevent further depression..

but it end up like i learn nothing

what should i do..

should i divide my time more efficiently..

but if i at home with my husband...

we will end up watching movie together..haha

but it is really enjoyable..

at least at that moment,

i can forget all my problem at workplace..

but still i need to study for assessment..

but still i lazy..

i tend to do other thing such

cooking,reading magazine,watching movie,fb

i dun want to miss every single moment to enjoy my life..

life should be colourful, right?hehe