a piece of holiday and loneliness....

i never thought that i will have 5days for holiday..

felt like very long holiday..

that the only holiday that i got..

too much things to do..

i managed to cut three kurung moden..

good enough..

and also i can cooked anything that i want to eat..

lots of fun with saiful and aliah..

but it's already end..

despite having all the fun..

there is something make me feel lonely..

where was him?

he seem too bz..

maybe i'm not so important..

that really make me sad..

i dun hope anything from u..

i'm scared to place some hope..

can i just hate you?

can i just throw all my thoughts about u?

can i act like you are not here?

it's really difficult when u are there..

but i need to act like u are not there..

i can't lie to myself..

i dunno how to solve it..

i already give u some solution..

but i dun think you can make it..

let's just dun hope for anything..

let's put u aside..

let's dun think about u..

let's live ur life...

dun let anyone make u sad or make u down..