is it really wrong not to have it???

well..

last nite i had made a decision..

that really will affected my daily life..

the issue here is to have "STUDY GROUP" or not?

actually..

since first year..

i didn't join any study group..

becoz i'm not used to it..

so..

during my final year..

i'm scared that i'll not survive alone..

the,i joined a study group consist of 8 person..

sounds too many,right?

initially..

i felt like force to do it..

i keep talking to myself to adapt with them..

they would like to do daily study group..

usually stat at 8 / 9.15 pm..

and it usually ends at 11.30 / 12..

it's really time consuming..

i dun know why i feel like that..

at last..

after asking his opinion..

he said " dun force urself if u can't after trying for 7 weeks"

just quit it and study alone..

i dunno why it's really hard for me to adapt with others style..

1. sometimes i really slow to understand what they discuss..

2. sometimes i'm too fast till i feel why others still dun understand?haha

3. too many interruption..everyone want to talk

4. i can't read note that prepared by others becoz i didn't believes where is their source

5. it is really dragging and time consuming

6. i'm not really remember if i listen to their presentation unless i read it myself, so it is double work for me..

7. i dun like to wait for others..punctuality is very important for me..

8. sometimes i just dun understand why they still want to clarify simple thing that they can easily find in google

9. i dun like when i feel confuse after discussion for the things that i really understand before

10. i dun understand why they take things too complicated while i'm only look it as a simple thing

11. and i feel sorry for those who can't catch up us

enough rite my reason?hahaha

u are complaining too much..