lately i felt low mood and anhedonia towards study and reading books only..
hahaha..but,i love the practical works..
well..as u know, medicine is long life learning..
eventhough i know that our professional exam is really near (Mac 2011),
i still not having enough courage to study consistently..
actually i dun really have fear towards exam,
but i'm always thinking that am i able to be a safe doctor for my patient?
am i a competent doctor?
sometimes i felt that it is really big responsible that i need to face in future..
am i ready for it?
am i ready to sacrifice my energy and time for the sake of my job?
all these things make me scared..
sometimes it really hard for me..
sometimes i even think to the extend why i choose this profession?
even worse i think about changing profession..
but i know it is not worth if i change right now..
it's too late..
i always remind myself..dun ever feel regret for whatever you have chosen..
just go on with ur life..
everybody can be a doctor..
but make sure u become a SAFE and COMPETENT doctor..
in order to make it..
u need to study..theory is also important plus good clinical skills..
believes that u can do it!!!
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