u never know bad i feel.....

well..today i feel very bad..

i feel like want to scold someone..

dun u ever realize that all of u never concern what is really the matter?

it seems that u force me..

i know that i had been absent for many time..

it was unintention..

i do really have good reason for it..

becoz i need to prioritize which one is more important..

family comes first..

do i have to say NO to my mother just to satisfy all of u?

do i have to say NO to my younger siblings just becoz of ur program?

i also need some rest..

lately i always being not well..

it is difficult to explain here..

but believe me,

if u are in my condition,

u will not able to attend all the classes without any MC..

alhamdulillah i managed to go through all of these..

the pain only Allah knows..

u can never imagine it until u experienced it..